No More Pencils, No More Books, No More Teacher's Dirty Looks!
Bye bye College....
Now What?
Or What Just Happened Here?
Choose any of the above titles....
I think many of my blog post should be titled "What Just Happened Here." I don't know why I never feel in control of my life. I know it is a good thing that I have faith that my heavenly father knows what he is going with my life. I know he is doing all the good that has come to me and I wouldn't change that. However I wish I could get a grasp of the things that are happening right now. I am a weirdo as I am feeling a bit melancholy about this semester ending. My final exams were a bit easy and I feel like I didn't get any closure. I am going to miss going to school but I know I must grow up sometime.
I HATED high school with a fiery passion and I was never going to college because of that reason alone. However now I am done and I can PROUDLY say I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE!!!! To all of the kids who also hate high school and say they are never going to college, I would tell them that college is WAY BETTER than high school. I think the hardest thing about college is that it is your decision to be there or not and you don't get that choice in high school. I loved having to only go to 1 class twice a week and choosing where and when they would be. I loved walking around campus and watching people and the atmosphere that was around. I loved saving money, buying my books on Amazon and the anxiety of if they would make it on time. I am going to miss it. Maybe I will go back for a Masters degree someday but that day is NOT now.:)
I recently got a job as a RECEPTIONIST!!! I don't feel like I am using all of the knowledge I have acquired throughout these last 5 years but I am glad someone let me get my foot in the door and I know I will work my way up and up and up. I am ecstatic about working and feeling important! I feel like I am finally contributing to our lives and Kendall isn't just pulling me along anymore.
This position started quite abruptly so I will not get to see my family in between semesters like I normally would. I am excited for my new opportunities and I hope to have my student loans paid off before Kendall graduates 1 year from now. Again I am thankful for our faith and the guiding hands that lead us as we have been very blessed to not have lived our entire college lives in debt just a couple semesters is all I have needed help with and hopefully Kendall will not need any.
