I DID IT!!!

Schooooooools Out Forever....
No More Pencils, No More Books, No More Teacher's Dirty Looks!
Bye bye College....
Now What?
Or What Just Happened Here?

Choose any of the above titles....

I think many of my blog post should be titled "What Just Happened Here." I don't know why I never feel in control of my life.  I know it is a good thing that I have faith that my heavenly father knows what he is going with my life. I know he is doing all the good that has come to me and I wouldn't change that.  However I wish I could get a grasp of the things that are happening right now.  I am a weirdo as I am feeling a bit melancholy about this semester ending.  My final exams were a bit easy and I feel like I didn't get any closure.  I am going to miss going to school but I know I must grow up sometime.  

I HATED high school with a fiery passion and I was never going to college because of that reason alone.  However now I am done and I can PROUDLY say I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE!!!!  To all of the kids who also hate high school and say they are never going to college, I would tell them that college is WAY BETTER than high school.  I think the hardest thing about college is that it is your decision to be there or not and you don't get that choice in high school.  I loved having to only go to 1 class twice a week and choosing where and when they would be.  I loved walking around campus and watching people and the atmosphere that was around.  I loved saving money, buying my books on Amazon and the anxiety of if they would make it on time.  I am going to miss it.  Maybe I will go back for a Masters degree someday but that day is NOT now.:)

I recently got a job as a RECEPTIONIST!!! I don't feel like I am using all of the knowledge I have acquired throughout these last 5 years but I am glad someone let me get my foot in the door and I know I will work my way up and up and up.  I am ecstatic about working and feeling important! I feel like I am finally contributing to our lives and Kendall isn't just pulling me along anymore.  

This position started quite abruptly so I will not get to see my family in between semesters like I normally would.  I am excited for my new opportunities and I hope to have my student loans paid off before Kendall graduates 1 year from now.  Again I am thankful for our faith and the guiding hands that lead us as we have been very blessed to not have lived our entire college lives in debt just a couple semesters is all I have needed help with and hopefully Kendall will not need any.